Sometimes I look at my life and reflect. I cannot believe how much I have grown. I am learning to let go of the past hurts, I am learning to be a master of my faith and not allow my emotions to get this best of me in the present moment, and block my blessings for the future. I am continuously being taught by the holy spirit. I am being shown and lead on a daily basis and I am forever grateful.
At a lunch date with one of my girl's friends today we sat by the water and reflected on some events in the past that I could never have imagined discussing freely without being overly emotional, I am healed. I forgive the past events and truly let go of the hurt as I am ready to embrace another chapter in my journey. Being young and foolish I have taken a lot of time to assess and analyze why lived so carelessly, and I understand a bit better and have no regrets. I show my self-love and compassion knowing this was all apart of my journey as all of these things have shaped me, and have allowed me to be able to relate to other women who may be on or headed towards the path of self-destruction. I feel assured that I was born for a time like this, I have complete faith that this is my time. This is my season says the Lord and I am confident in what his will for me will be and I am learning to not worry about how it will unfold.
I am here to tell you to hold on and be patient, never lose sight of your dreams love. Hold on to them by any means possible! It really sucks and is unfortunate but sometimes family and friends will be the key players keeping you oppressed from achieving your dreams! It's so important to trust yourself and continue to be compassionate to yourself first and others. It's amazing how seeking God's love and divine guidance can turn your life around! He turned my morning into dancing and I have a testimony to share with you!
"If you keep quiet at a time like this, deliverance and relief for the Jews will arise from some other place, but you and your relatives will die. Who knows if perhaps you were made queen for just such a time as this?"